Flutag

It was cool.  But to be honest with you the best part of the day was an unplanned swim in the ocean.  

If you're on death row... do you get a last poop after your last meal?

Bravo!

When the children start biting you it's obvious something is missing.  

It is the conflict of good and evil that keeps the earth spinning.  

ahem.

At first I felt sorry for them.  They were hurt.  Hurt by people, and hurt by themselves.  When I looked at them my heart could somehow relate to their suffering.  When they cried I cried.  But after a while I didn't care that much anymore.  Then I began to hate them.  And hate the things they did and said.  I wanted to go away from them.  Then once I was alone I was happy again.  I didn't have to look at them, disgusting.  But now I hate myself.  I cannot look.  

It's not as bad as it sounds.  

Crap.

Humanity declares a man's worth according to what he brings to the table.  Crap.  I don't even have a table. 

Religion My Ass!

"The more I study religions the more I am convinced that man never worshipped anything but himself."

Richard Burton

Religion is a man's futile attempt to relate himself to God.  The true gift of Christ is God relating himself to man...

Anyways... I tried to order a plate of chicken, rice and beans without the chicken...  but they wouldn't split them up... I was like "Really?"  She was like "Really."  Then she said "But I can give you just rice."  I said "Without beans?"  She said "Without beans."  I was like "Really?" She said "Really." Then I thought to myself.."She is just answering my questions with the same words I'm using but with different punctuation."  I didn't want just rice... I wanted rice AND beans together on the same plate without chicken.  I was like "I can't have just rice and beans?"  She said "You can't have just rice and beans."  I was like "If I want rice and beans I HAVE to have the chicken?"  She was all "If you want rice and beans you HAVE to have the chicken."  Weird.  Well I wasn't going to ask again because I already knew she would just repeat me and then replace my question mark with a period.  So I settled for just the rice.  I wish I hadn't settled.  Rice is good... but rice and beans is great.  There's a lot of real estate between good and great.   

FYI...

I had the greatest time yesterday!  The simplest things in life... 

From where?

 With what measurement can one judge another's heart?  Surely the weight and size of one's heart is irrelevant in spiritual matters.  The temperature and density of one's heart cannot tell of its intent.  Certainly the heart can be tried and tested by man, but to what extent?  To the extent of what a man can see with his eyes and feel with his hands...

If you knew my heart I would have given it up a long time ago.  But instead it will remain with the Creator.  He alone knows my heart.  He does not weep for me.  He does not store up wrath against me.  He does not condemn me.  Instead He has responded in love and has secured my heart in His.