Everything is getting old...

There are so many things on this earth that make me happy.  I find joy in the simplest of things at times.  It's not hard to smile.  

But things can change very fast for me.  At times it doesn't take much to depress me.  The smallest detail can send me into sorrow and longing.  

I never spend much time in the middle of these two places.  Seems to be one or the other.  I've come to embrace each season as growth.  But occasionally I don't change from season to season.  I change from moment to moment.  Like today.  I was excited, then discouraged.  I was content then disturbed.  I was at peace, and then unsettled.  I was happy then sad.  Days like today are hard for me.   I wander.  I cannot focus.  I cannot remember.  I cannot sit still.  Time stands still.  

Suddenly everything seems a little older...I'm Adam.  You've been blogged.